Friday, April 28, 2006
God, Help My Unbelief!
Well, to be honest, I have been struggling this week. Struggling with all of the potential changes that could be taking place in my life very shortly. Even though from the outside things look pretty great and pretty easy, I'm having a hard time trusting that everything is going to be taken care of. I 'know' that God will supply all of my needs and I 'know' that my future is in His hands...but sometimes those things are much easier said that lived. I am praying that God help me overcome my unbelief (Mark 9:24) and am being totally honest with Him when I tell him that I NEED to have faith! I want to have faith...and I know that He will give it to me! I know that it is through faith that a righteous person has life and I want that life more than anything. I'm having a hard time deciphering the difference between faith and 'being smart.' ... Please pray that I am making good choices ( I mean, God DID give me a brain!) but that I'm also not relying on MY choices for our future. ... Don't get me wrong...I'm so excited of everything that lies ahead. I just need to strenthen my faith!!!